• Move back in with mom and dad (if I can talk dad into it)
• Refinance our house, so Dan and Sheila can afford for me to move out.
• Find a job that pays more then 8 bucks a hour part time (in this economy, good luck!)
• Qualify for financing
• Cut expenses in half
• Get the SCHOOL TO CALL ME BACK (I have only called 100 times, OK a little of a exaggeration)
The thing is I know this is what I need to do right now in my life, I just fill like there is a lot holding me back.
Anyway after my meeting I went to my Mom and Dads house to talk to Dad about the "M" word. My mom and I made sure dinner was on the table when he got home to help butter him up for the big talk.
He got home and I could tell that he was not in the best mood, but I really needed to talk to him because school starts the end of May, so things had to be moving along.
I brought it up after dinner and ...... Nothing, he didn't say a word, so I asked him if he heard me and still nothing, he didn't even look at me. So I asked him again about what he thought about the idea of me moving back in so I could go to school..... Nothing. So I put on my coat and went home, of corse I balled all they way home. It is so stressful anyway and for him to not even talk to me about it did not help the matter at all.
So I guess I need to find a new plan.... It sucks, but I am not giving up, I will be going back to school one way or the other.
Sorry this post was depressing:(